What should I say, eh?

I know I disappeared for a long time and only one person misses me my blog posts (you know who you are)

So yes lets talk about a few things, no?


Irony.
Sheikh Muszaphar. 1st Malaysian to space. People joked that he "meninggal dunia" (literally, left the world)


So yeah bout "meninggal dunia" and going to outer space, some people in Malaysia made fun of that. But in the end it ain't this fella getting it but his bro. Quite unfortunate, really.


Hidden resilience
A testimony that cybercafe maniacs know how to kick ass. After being robbed by 2 guys with a parang (machetes), they took arms (with plastic chairs) and trashed the robbers.


Shock (and pain)
A man got his scrotum bitten by a dog. Thankfully, nothing more got chomped off. Don't wanna be sterile when life is still good, eh? (probably.)

It runs in the blood?



Controversy doesn't seem to be leaving the Spears family anytime soon. Brit's lil sis is pregnant at a young young age of 16 (thats my age, gah!). Which is why we should all stay from pre-marital sex. It really screws up a girls life. At least shes accepting that fact.


BLARDY JERRIES!

Today I had to kill 5 f****** King Tigers. With only 3 Sherman Fireflies. Just wiki them if you don't know what they are. Or how they look like. Oh and by the way I was playing Company of Heroes: Opposing Fronts. Blardy sick, mate, I tell ya.





Hugo Chavez needs some charm lessons. Cheerio.

Gahhh!!

Eating veggies confer much more energy compared to meat.
Meat comes from animals.
Animals, eat other animals.
Herbivores eat plants.
Plants make food from sunlight and is the start of the energy chain.
When herbivores eat plants, they only get 10% of the energy from plants.
When the carnivores eat the herbies (short form) they get 10% of the amount IN the herbies.
And the cruel cycle continues until the humies (humans) eat the carvies.







Only 10% from meat dammit (not counting all the energy lost in the process). Now I understand why vegetarians exist.

When the mind and soul cannot decide.

YLDP? Or TeenStreet?


At first, I was convinced that my church, being a member of the TRAC (Trinity Anual Conference) and YLDP (Youth Leaders Development Programme, if I'm not mistaken) being a TRAC-organized activity, would actually endorse and "promote" that camp this year. Instead they they endorsed TeenStreet. Not to say its less good than the other or anything of that sort. Its just that I'd like to meet up with some of the people I met at YouthQuake last year in YLDP.


Problem is, I'd have to go solo in getting myself there.


And not making things any easier to bear is the clashing dates.


YLDP: 05-09 Dec 07
TeenStreet : 08-13 Dec 07


If given a choice, heading for both is the best it could possibly be. The only physical drawback being a lighter wallet (for my parents) but its never the case of money anyway. But as seen above, the dates clash, YLDP isn't endorsed by my church, and most of my other-state friends are heading for YLDP.

Still. It isn't about me is it? Its bout knowing God and developing myself better for His purpose as I'm still extremely flawed, needing lots of refinement. *sigh*. If theres even any soul reading this I'd appreciate a prayer...


To my long-time-no-see acquaintances (you know who you are), should you ever have the time to read this, do accept my apologies. Although a certain bombastic vocabularian residing in Petaling Jaya wouldn't be too bothered with my absence since he/she has his/her darling to snuggle up to everyday and couldn't care less about me. Good for you then, good for you.

Cheers mates. Hopefully my mind doesn't become tormented to the extent of implosion.


Site for TeenStreet : http://www.teenstreet.om.org/
YLDP: N/A yet.

20.07.2007. Realized something?

Dates with the element of redundancy. 07/07/07 was one, and now 20.07.2007. etc.

These dates for some reason or another has some sort of significance to quite a number of people around the globe. (why I prefer "globe" over "world" is something only I will know)

07/07/07 was Live Earth day. To instill awareness amongst the people of the globe about saving our, globe. But its a long past story that still goes on and on till vile misconduct of nature is almost completely stamped out (if not totally).


Now, 20.07.2007.
The day I realized that in my (desperate) dedication to my duty, my fellow colleagues around me offer what can be known as counter-encouragement (trying to avoid dis- prefixes). When I'm pressurized in carrying out duties, instead of receiving assistance, I was only greeted with nonchalant stares from colleagues. Even more, I was told "jangan terlalu semangat la".

Its a daft contrast to what I've come to expect from fellow members of a (supposedly) upright organization. Perhaps its inevitable to have some who are less than enthusiastic, but about NOT offering support when I need it and instead putting me down even further makes me feel as though I'm a one-man-army pulling the strings in the battlefield, all the while getting fired at from all directions (and not to mention friendly fire) with no signs of stopping (for lack of a better analogy).

I'm not really known for talking (and writing) much. And lets just leave it as that. On a side note, I'll be indefinitely condemning myself to a "relationship-exile" due to a problem with my impulsive nature. It can last a day. Or it can last till I die. (I am feeling crude today)


Sigh. C'est la vie.



p.s. To those who don't really know which "organization" I mean, ask me personally. I might tell you. Or I might not.

Hilarity

This was what I found written on a notice outside the computer cabin in my school (smaller version of the comp. lab)


"Kabin komputer akan ditutup untuk 2 minggu kerana didapati bahawa pelajar menggunakan komputer untuk bermain game dan melayari Friendster, bukan untuk tujuan P&P"


Lol.
I just don't know how much I laughed silently after reading that.

Incorrigible

Lets face it, some things never change. Like I how I still blatantly depart this earth (no, I'm not dead. Yet. If that was what you're thinking. Sorry to disappoint some of you out there) to reside or perhaps, preside, in my fantastical realms within the limited boundaries of imagination found in the various games I play. Be it roaming in the realms of Oblivion, imagining myself as a famed, football manager grabbing quadruples with impunity or ruling a civilization from the age of stones and woods to lasers and, well, more lasers. As the day passes, I feel more and more lost to the touch of humanity, the reality of student life, and perhaps, the meaning to live?


The resolve and the determination to bounce back from mid year disappointments just fades away like the wind. Strong when it comes, gone after a moment. Some things just never change....never change....


Form 4 . It gets. On. Your. Neck.
Form 5. Mutilates. You. Entirely.
Form 6. Shreds. You. To. Meaty. Humanoid. Dust.

This IS upper secondary life. Summarized for viewing...pleasure.

Piss out.

Chicken scare again, the weathers humid. And I am getting humid as well. Apologies in advance if you ever catch me in a somewhat fowl foul mood.

Dark redemption, First and Final.

Additional Mathematics : 65%
History : 68%


Not good.
Not good enough.
Not good enough when roughly 80% of the (super) students in my class strikes 80% (for add maths) or 70% (history) and above. And even 90+ for Add Maths. With one fella getting 98%. I just can't understand them.
(Or rather, perhaps they just can't understand me and my (uber) crappi-ness when it comes to intricate maths, remembering facts, and possibly, my feeble scientific knowledge)

Even getting this:

EST : 86% (so-called "highest" in class)
and
Modern Mathematics: 89%


...doesn't change the fact that I'm still hundreds of acres, miles, kilometres, whatever, behind them. Lagging like a slow old cow chasing after a cheetah.


And, theres still Physics and Chemistry, among others, to chew upon. Will be getting my "death warrants" in due time.


And so its time to change. Even though past records of my attempts to do so are not in my favour, but I have no choice, but to do so.



My First and Final chance of redemption (for form 4, at least) comes in October (approximately). Crunch time.





The.Darker.Inner.Mind.Speaks.
Why am I talking about myself now?
Like I have anything else to blog about?
I didn't even have time for the newspapers during holidays.
Can't blame me for History, was sick the whole damn week before exams.
Can't blame me for Add Maths, I just don't like it in the first place.