Talk about meaningless

Can't believe I just spent the last 40 mins or so just poring through flames in GameFAQS forums regarding the (supposedly gimped) Adept class in Mass Effect 2.









Ed Note: I know it looks like something people would put in their Twitter but I was a bit lazy to do so.

I gotta feeling...

that tonight's *not* gonna be a good night.




Anyway the worse feeling that I (that's just me) have experienced the past 3 months is....



NOT heartbreak.





NOT losing anything valuable.





NOT being yelled at





its when I've exhausted all the games I have and am left with virtually nothing to play and too much time on my hands. Dammit.


The good stuff this year is only gonna be out mainly in march-april.


At least Mass Effect 2 was really good stuff. 2 playthroughs x 30 hours = 60 hours. Might play it again after a breather. Insanity difficulty maybe.








This goes to show how desperate I am to start uni life as this is all I have to say of life at this point of life. sigh

Jump up high, fall straight down through a thin ice path and FREEZE

To sum up what happened in recent days

1) I got something I wanted.

2) I went for a freezing trial and I got frozen with little resistance. Sad eh?

3) Thankfully, I managed to claw my way out of the ice cage and into a relaxing sauna.




And like you see in some movie/game reviews....







****SPOILER ALERT****








Okay so the real events were...

1) Not telling. lalalala....

2) ASEAN scholarship interview which...well lets just say I gained more *during* the interview than what I could gain *after* it. Geddit?

3) Okay so I got an offer elsewhere and I've accepted it.









****MORE SPOILERS ALERT!!!****








1) Still NOT telling. lalalala....

2) Okay fine so I got frozen solid in the interview. Some may wonder how an icy person can get frozen even further. But yeah, its just the way interviews are. No sour grapes though.

3) The offer is from Monash Sunway campus.









****FINAL SPOILERS ALERT!!! TURN AWAY IF YOU WANT AN AUTHENTIC EXPERIENCE!!!!****








1) Fine...its a PSP. No surprises.

2) So the guy shot down my lack of passion (which is true), he sort of..."revealed" the backbiting nature that exists with extreme competition (DAMN RIGHT THERE!!!) and etc etc etc. I have a knack of forgetting insignificant details. Only the 2 aforementioned ones were of significant value. No sour grapes...wait did I just say that. Anyway he didn't personally attack me unlike what some interviewers would do and he even said "have fun" after I thanked him, and before I left. o.O not the words I'd expect after an extreme-freeze session. But oh well...humans can be interesting heh.

3) So yeah off to MBBS @ Monash University Sunway campus. Slowly it'll be the end of games...then the end of a relationship...and then end of social life...and then reclaim all these in the later stage of career. Supposing I get through it.










1 month to the beginning of the end leading to a new beginning. With a lot of thorns, hellfires, and whatnot in between. Phew...

New beginnings

Hello 2010

and happy new year all.

Thats all I've to say as I'm beat.

And all I know of 2010 this moment is that its going to be new. (duh)

Later.

Time for miracles.

And a miracle it was.

To those who know my Year 12 result, know that its indeed, a miracle.

More than just the overall ranking score itself, how I did in one particular subject stunned me, and others, more than anything else. Dwarfing all other just-as-worthy achievements impeccably.

It was something so unprecedented, so shocking, even, that it can be declared a miracle.


Anyway, now that results are done and dusted, time to get back to sleep and gaming all I can before the time of endless, sleepless nights torment me the rest of my life. For real.


And I'd appreciate any info on a PSP, its pricing, best deals, etc that you know of. Might have to switch gaming approach from heavy mainstream gaming to lite, quick-fix gaming, in light of aforementioned sleepless nights.

Some of you may actually know my REAL reason of getting a PSP....

supposing I even decide to get one.

I'm just considering, bummer.

Wonder how it'd feel like the day my gaming life ends.

Miserably.

That time of the year. Again.

Christmas dawns

The eve draws to a close and the day itself draws nigh

Christmas itself has different meaning to many people

For Christians and some curious people who know about it, its to celebrate the birth of Jesus roughly two thousand years ago.

For the others, its probably santa, his reindeers (or not) and multicoloured wrapped gifts, candies, sweets and of course, the warnings that come with being a naughty kid.

For those whose idea of Christmas is neither of the aforementioned two, its probably just another mundane day, where the cycle of survival continues.

Or something else I don't realise.

Anyhow for a random info I'm installing FIFA 10 while typing this.

Speaking of which my Christmas gifts were....(surprise SURPRISE)

Borderlands
Company of Heroes: Tales of Valor
Need for Speed Shift.
FIFA 10

Actually the last 3 were my brother's choices. Only Borderlands was personally requested. By yours truly.

I'll play all the others anyway. Cos they're decent games too. I suppose.

Soobs I sincerely, dearly hope you're right bout this game (Borderlands). If not....well, lets just say I might just take something straight out of a Nazi guidebook and run you through with it.

Just kidding.

In fact, I think it'd be better to lend you the game so we can both perhaps go at it together online which would be a helluva lot more fun than solo-ing.

Lets hope it works out.

Moving on...

Final Fantasy X was a great experience.

At time of writing this I've clocked in approximately 155 hours of gameplay in one playthrough

Although admittedly most of it went to ol' repetitive grinding.

Its rewarding anyhow.

And I've yet to be fully prepared for the ultimate boss of the game.

All goodgreat things must come to an end.

And so will my FF X run. In a few days time.

Damn I rambled on games for about nearly the whole of this post.

But thats all I did for my holidays

Cos I'm expecting next to zero time for games come varsity life.

So yeah happy gaming, shopping, partying, sleepover-ing, turkey feasting, and gift tearing to all of you.

And to fellow Christians lets just say Happy Birthday to Jesus

And cheers to AUSMAT results in 6 days.




Dammit...

A charade, I will not condone

Acceptance, an overrated facade.

Bonds,

born of charades,

acceptance as a facade,

held only by lies and deceit.

A false reality projected

But in reality, reeks of Nothingness.

In short,

I will not be where I am not wanted.